Why do I keep sabotaging myself like this? | ALYSSA FORREAL DIARIES #3

I've been in better spirits lately but I stay sabotaging myself. I didn't start packing for my trip to Chicago until hours before my flight and I keep forgetting to eat! UGH! I did not want to go to Chicago, AT ALL but I'm forcing myself anyway. My bestie, Reana, has lived in Chicago for 2 years and I have not visited her once. She's moving back to LA soon so I NEED to go and experience her life in Chicago before that happens. She told me about Sneakerball , a non-profit event where we wear dresses with sneakers, so I thought this would be the perfect opportunity for me to visit! This is what a hectic day looks like for me and how I prepare to leave town. I really hope these videos are still interesting to y'all, as you can see in this video I had some negative thoughts pop into my head about that. Thank you so much for showing up for me, once again, I appreciate you!!

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