So its just me again having a little moan. The journey of self discovery or any spiritual journey can be quite challenging in the best of times. It seems to manifest itself in the form of various phases or stages, some good some bad and some in-between. It can be tough going, especially if you are unsure of the next step or are stuck in a limbo phase. Here in this video i speak about the phase i seem to be going through. Emptiness, stillness and wondering when ill feel fulfilled. If that is even a possibility of course. You spend so long trying to annihilate thought that when it happens your almost in shock. Of course i don't claim to have completely defeated thought, for now i just don't seem to be so absorbed in my thoughts and desires. I have no idea what i want anymore, i used to have a clear picture. Now i don't care, i'm done wanting.
So its just me again having a little moan. The journey of self discovery or any spiritual journey can be quite challenging in the best of times. It seems to manifest itself in the form of various phases or stages, some good some bad and some in-between. It can be tough going, especially if you are unsure of the next step or are stuck in a limbo phase. Here in this video i speak about the phase i seem to be going through. Emptiness, stillness and wondering when ill feel fulfilled. If that is even a possibility of course. You spend so long trying to annihilate thought that when it happens your almost in shock. Of course i don't claim to have completely defeated thought, for now i just don't seem to be so absorbed in my thoughts and desires. I have no idea what i want anymore, i used to have a clear picture. Now i don't care, i'm done wanting.
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